I need to remind myself that I am still 14 and a teenager and I shouldn't kill my brain cells into solving unnecessary problems cos it's not worth it.
&I know it's gonna end, just a little bit more longer.
&I know it's gonna start again. It's part and parcels of life.
All I can say is, what goes around comes back around and you gotta understand that.
:D

Oh, I just came back from Jurong Point with my sister. She wanted to buy new heels but ended up not doing so cos there wasn't enough time. We wanted to watch the Little Nyonya show at 9 so we rushed quite alot. I didn't want to buy anything but ended up buying a handphone strap. I don't even know if it's called handphone strap.
But it's those kind that you put at your neck to support your phone.
Gosh, nevermind. I really do suck at explaining.
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But before all those, we went to eat at PizzaHut. We had the traditional bolognaise, seafood supreme and drumsticks! Sedapppppp, and we were really full after that.

Then in the bus, we exchanged shoes. Then, got home just in time to watch Little Nyonya. Heheh.

I didn't go to the countdown. Last minute tk jadi, I backed out. Haha, sorry.

The day after tomorrow is schooooooooooool, now I don't want school already.
Yes, I wanted school so badly in the past few weeks.

& gtg. Bye peeps, happy new year.
For next year, I want to be stronger emotionally, ace in my studies, be a healthier kid and be happier than I already am.

I'm going to JP with kakak later. To get her shoes, I think.

&yesterday, was a disaster. Halfway through the game, everybody was in a bad mood and everybody's quarrelling.
Yes, the umpires didn't do a good job. But afterall, they are the umpires, so they have the right.
&it's good enough that they volunteered to become umpires, kan?
:D

HAHA, I kept thinking about yesterday's match and how childish we were.
Quarrelling just because of a few steppings and replays and obstructions.

Ohyes, I feel for the Tchouk Ball people. HAHA, you get what I mean?

I think I'll step back a little in netball and won't say anything. HAHA, it's the best for everyone eh.
I told kakak everything, and kakak's right.
I shouldn't stoop to a level as low as yours.

Gtg, I'm going to be late. Huhu.

And Happy New Year!

I just came back from westmall, from meeting lydia&qzai.

I accompanied lydia while qzai went for his interview at bukit batok ite.

Then, we went to westmall to get my book, but apparently, popular is very budget.

I bought subway cookies, and qzai refused to eat them. Lydia took a bite.

They went off searching for their bags while I went home cos I promised Mum that I'll be home by 2.

I dropped by McDonald's to buy some things to eat, cos Mum didn't cook. And she wanted nuggets. Then I bought maggi for dinner.

Ohyah, I repaired my glasses and I'm so glad that I did.

(:

I'm going to do something with my hair this thursday, but I don't know what.Nvm.

Kay, I'm off. I want to calculate how much I spent today. I need to keep track.

It's kinda stupid, I know. But it doesn't hurt to check right?

Oh one more thing, there's rematch tomorrow.

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Friendly match today with the Tchouk(sp?) Ball people.
Very tiring, I was sweating my ass off man. I was literally wet, HAHAH.

It was raining in the morning, and part of wanted to sleep and just find some random excuse for skipping the game. An another part of me just wanted to get some fats off.
I really feel fat nowadays):

and I didn't bring my keys! So I had to rush back home right after the match. Gosh, that kinda suck cos I was expecting the girls to go lunch or smtg, and I wanted to go with them. And I was so scared of being locked outside of my house cos my family wanted to go to town.
Ohya, I skipped that trip cos I was really tired and I slept right after I got back home.

Anw, gtg. Haha, ciao.

I went to Bugis yesterday with family(except for abang, he has concert), I wanted to buy some things but we were really walking too fast and there was wayyyy to many people.

We juat went to buy Mummy's stuff, and Dad's pirate necklace for his car. Don't ask, I don't know. HAHA.

Then, went to Mustapha Centre. Gosh, I didn't even dare to breathe. Pfft, they were everywhere. AHAHA, but I don't blame them, it's their hangout place. Then, to Alif Restaurant to eat.

Then, HOME-ed.

Training today. I think I'm too stressed out or what, I kept laughing for unknown reasons.
But wait, why should I be stressed out right? I'm enjoying life as it is(although it gets realllllllllllyyyy boring at times).

I've not been going out already, I'm a homegirl!
And I've a lot of things to buy, but not now.

Oh, I regret buying the dickies bag cos like almost everybody's using it.
):
Prolly buying another bag next year? But I don't wanna waste my money.

Anyway, after netball I went to meet Qzai, since he's gonna take his N-lvl results today and I just finished training.
Went home straight as I was reallllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyy sleepy.

Now I'm alone at home, hahaha, loner.
Parents dating, Abang at a concert, Kakak working.
I don't know what to do, or maybe I'll go sleep again. Hahaha, pig.

My uniform is big, I'm a size 17, but I took size 18. Blame pipe! Hahah.

Oh! School's starting.

I'm done, I'll find a decent time to update.
And when is that? I'm not quite sure myself.

Love you guys, see you soon.

Should I be crying and calling you stupid already?

(I know I said I would be gone)

5th day.

:/

Hiatus.
I don't know what's the reason for it. I guess, it's till next year because I don't know when I'll get the chance to play the laptop/computer again.

It's getting more boring by the second.

But hopefully, I'll be back before you know it.

Thankyouverymuch, and Merry Christmas yo.

Sorry, I was too busy being lazy to post.

;D

The week was well-spent at home, well, not so. But I read a book..if that helps.

Except for Friday, that is, I went to town with Kakak to get christmas gifts, but ended up at Starbucks talking for long hours and I cried.

Don't ask why, it's kinda.. personal? Haha, too bad.

I reached home around midnight, no, after midnight. And abang wasn't even home yet.

But before that, I met Amir, to chat. It's been a week since I met him, so we were really missing a lot about each other's life, since we don't contact each other much these days. Weird, isn't it?

But it's all temporary,so I can live with it.

;D

Oh, on wednesday I went to BirdPark with the girls. I was given a lucky charm bracelet by this man. But I lost it barely half the journey to see the flamingo-s. Such a pity, maybe it wasn't my day.

Tomorrow is Hari Raya Haji. That means waking up early.

That's not my thing at all.

I used to wake up fucking early, but I don't know what happened recently.

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